Life isnt easy, for me life is just a way of living every day as your last. Not always life smiles on my face, sometimes i fell sad, because i bealeve words can damage my soul, so every thing anyone says bad about me it hurts me. I prefer people to dont lie to me, i prefert they say the truth and hurt my feeling in my front then saying it in my back.
I fell lonely because i made a change in my life, old friends forgot me, new friends will forget me too? thats what makes me sad, people dont try to understand me and they dont try to be my friends they have always a back interest, thats what i hate most about this world.
I always feel like this, always feel an empty spot on my body, like something is left and like my past mistakes are still there waiting for me and to trow me in the face that i have been mistaked, That really makes me angry and sad at same time.
Sometimes i just whana shout it out and say those bad dreams to leave me alone! But the others always bring me down to my knees.
I wana do what i whant in life, if you dont like it piss of just dont trow me down like you always do!
